SO since I last wrote on here alot has changed and happend! Last week and weeked was CRAZY! First it was my 22nd birthday! Yay..cant believe I am getting old haha Fory my birthday I had all my best freinds there and we went and had a spa day and then painted pottery! I also got the best and sweetest present from my then boyfirend, he got me ateacup yorkie! He was and is the sweetest thing! I named him Murphy! This same weekend also happen to be Fathers Day and one of my childhood best friends wedding! I was a bridesmaid and I had the best time! It was a beautiful wedding but oh so hot! I had some crazy dress drama..I guess from the heat or something my dress wouldnt fit at night but it would fit in the morning! It was the weirdest thing! So needless to say the DAY of the wedding. ripped out a few seams, re-sewed the sides and it fit! :) The rehersal dinner for the wedding was on Thursday, along with 3 tests I had that week for my summer classes, my two jobs, my dress not fitting, the actual wedding, my birhday, and fathers day! Wow what a crazy but great week! Then sad to say things went down hill a little and something really heartbreaking happened but this is what I am learning... you are who you are for a reason and you can only be that person...God made you the way he wants you and there is someone out there who wants you to be there everything...God will take care of you, he will help mend your pain, and he will complete your world so Just for today...lay it all in God's hands and he will help you take care of whatever it is! So as for me I will be keeping myself very busy because thats the way I like it to be because if you have down time you only dwell on those things that are heavy in your heart so no time for dwelling :)